lil sista

i'm scared!i have 2lil sista..and im scared they will be like me..i've been watching them.growing without nobody beside.like me those days..hell yeah,i can say that i am sumbody now.but i'm not sure about them.but all i can say is i'm scared!!!bcoz ppl nowadays are so cruel,so crazy..what can i do in this situation coz i'm far from them.what can i do to protect them.how i wish i can send and fetch them from school.guide and teach..but all i can do is nothing.i know my late mom will get upset.coz i'm not taking care of them.coz i supposed to..i'm the only kakak they have.and i'm also like umi for them coz our late mom already told me and ask me to taking care of my siblings.well,all my siblings already know to take care themselves.it's just that i'm lil worried about this 2 lil sista..i dont want them to be like me

I.M.Y

i like everything about you..
i like the way you make me feel
i like that what you say is true
and i can only hope that this love is real

i like all the things you say
i like the way you listen
i like that u dont always have it your way
look at everything i would have been missing

sumtimes i get mad at you
i dont like the things you say
i know you feel this way about me too
but i know how to put it all away

you act weird sometimes
i dont understand
i know this is going to take time
but i dont care coz u are my man..








p/s:sumtimes i feel my heart will burst.coz i miss you so much..

braces

planning to use a braces..but,i'm scared!seriously..i'm just waiting for the right time to see the dentist.but seriously serious..i'm scared!after i've seen a lot of pic in the internet..look like so terrible.but i don't know..can it done under general anaesthesia?? :p

when i look at you..

there is no guarantee that this life is easy..

but when my world is falling apart and when there's no light to break up the dark..that's when,i look at you..

when the waves are flooding the shore and i cant find my way home anymore..that's when,i look at you..

when i look at you, i see forgiveness, i see the truth..
you love me for who i am..
right there where they belong and i know i'm not alone

p/s: I.M.Y

sumwhere in my own world..

enjoying my holiday..such a very nice place :)

I am not as good as I should be, I am not as good as I could be

but..

THANK GOD...

I am better than I used to be ^_^

spending time with my sayangs

spending time with my kesayangan..

watching them growing without realizing that i've been missing them for every second of my life