on my birthday..

surprise by my fren..i love them so much :)

master mind..she's the planner

lots of love

nyum2.. :)

so yummy :)

make a wish.. pray for happiness

naughty??my friends are all naughty.. :)

24yrs already.. :)

thanx for all the wishes,loves,hugs and kisses.. after 24 years i've been through a lot of things.but this year,ppl keep asking me the same questions.. when are you getting married??huh.. i hate that questions.seriously.. do you need to ask me that questions?!hello,i'm just 24 ok.and i'm still young.. well,of coz i wanna get married.but pls.. don't ask me again and again.i will let you'll know when i will get married.but IF.... there's sumbdy wanted to marry me la! :p




p/s: kawen?? esok!boleh.. :p

flykite

perhaps life was better

with the fights,arguments and nightmares

at least..

there was someone

to talk to..

waiting for nothing..

i'm waiting for nothing..but my friend told me that expect nothing thn you'll be surprised of sumthing.but i'm still waiting..i dnt know what am i supposed to do now.ouh GOD!!!i feel like wanna cry..i am stupid!dug my own grave and jump inside..shit!i said something without thinking and hurting my loved one..i know he still love me.huh.. (sedap kn ati sendiri).but i still wanna cry.. ;'( syg..i'm so sorry.i know i've done something that hurt you so much.but deep inside my heart.i still love you..and i mean it



p/s:feel like want to vomit blood..okeh,silakan.like i care :p

just mumbling..

dilemma and confused with myself..till now i dont know am i doing a right thing or not.i need somebody to listen to me.but i dont know who can be a good listener..sometimes i feel like i have nothing.i have nobody to love me..i have nobody to listen to me.so,i guess i'm a good listener to myself..sounds like i'm crazy aite!but who can we trust other then ourself..i trust nobody.coz it scared me

i know i still have time to change my life..but sometimes i scared to face the reality.coz it hurts..i just want my own life..please,give it back to me!24hrs a day,7days a week i've been bz.bz working, bz thinking, bz walking, bz eating, bz watching, bz observing and now bz blogging.and i have no quality time for myself.pity me!

btw..i dont know what am i talking about.its just that i'm not happy with myself..and i still figure out why!i have my own money.i have my own car.but...i'm not happy :(

i just keep it to myself..i dont need ppl to judge me.i know what am i doing eventhough i feel stupid most of the time..i let other ppl run my life.i let other ppl make a desicion for me.i let other ppl control me.so what am i doing if most of the time other ppl take my own part..i do nothing!thats what i can do..

but i know one day,i have to change all this nonsense..not to say i'm selfish.never okey!!!i always think about other ppl.and you know what..i think about other ppl more thn myself.trust me..


p/s:this is nothing to do with anybody..my blog,my words!peace (^_^)