holiday

currently at my home town now..malacca (^_^)

enjoying my holiday with my kesayangans..such a wonderful feeling.nothing to worried about.nothing to think about..

my body and my mind need to relax for awhile

since now is a school holiday,tomorrow i've planned to go to waterfall with my lil bro+sista.but my lil sista already asking to go to wonderland..what a wonderfull about the land??

we'll see yah.. :)

single

well,i'd still believe that we long for a person not because we wanted to be happy.but because we wanted to share our happiness for that special one for the rest of our lives..

anyway,it's fine..life must goes on -_-

talking to myself again..


i know i'm not perfect..
but i know i'm worth it

i'm the only one knows about myself..

i don't need anybody to judge me
i don't need anybody to tell me what am i supposed to do..

i wouldn't wanna be anybody else
i just be myself..i'm not perfect but i'm real

i wished..

i wished he dreams of me every time he close his eyes..
i wished he can see me for every single things i've done
i wished he will ask me to marry him

i wished he loves me for who i am..

i wished....

but i just a rubbish for him ;'(

TOLD ME I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH

BUT WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE

marry you..

i wish he would asking me for marry him.. :)

no title :)

ppl might think i'm trying to show off..btw,nothing to show my dear.i'm just being myself and i'm happy being me.at least i'm not pretend in front of my friends,my family,my bf and especially,i'm not pretend in front of my parents..i'm just being myself and i'm not hypocrite!

if you noticed,sumtimes i will use MALAY..but most of the times i will use English.this is not trying to show off to anybody or trying to be gud!i'm just trying to improved myself..trying to improved my english as u'll know i have to use english in my workplace.coz nowadays that is the most important thing before u get the job unless u work with gov..am i rite??

so..blogging is the right place to improved myself i guess..in facebook ppl will get me wrong.coz most of my friendlist is my ex schoolmate..so they know me.and even now everybody in dif category,they might get me wrong.they will think i'm trying to show off even i'm not.thats why i'm not very active in facebooking..even i will update myself everyday.. ^_^

well,i'm very comfortable with myself..with my flip flop or my friends called it seliper jamban.btw,i dun mind.but what i'm trying to say is be urself..even my seliper jamban cost me a hundred ++..haha.but if i'm comfortable with my seliper jamban,what can i do.btw,sometimes depends on situations..if i have to attends some kind of dinner,of coz i will wear my heals..

and yeah..ppl will never stop talking about others and i'm sure each and everyone have their own habit.and so do i.i will wear blouse/shirt that i like the most every time i wanted to attend any dinner or function..so sumtimes i will wear it twice without acknowlegde thers ppl observing me or keep an eyes on me.or i called that kind of person as admiring me...ewww :o

well,ppl mouth..what can i do.mybe that person NEVER wear her shirt/blouse twice..mybe :p

me and my seliper jamban ^_^

work or don't eat..

last nite i've been watching fantasia on oprah show..
http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshhfPH308CpmzPgLmsH

and i'm speachless.dun ask me why coz i dun have the answer.it's not about her that make me speachless..but it's because what is she's saying is damn true..


WORK OR DON'T EAT

yup,don't work,don't eat..i think that says it all.this is not related to anybody.but the words make me think

notice that it doesn't say that those who CAN NOT work should not eat.no,we should have compassion on and help out those ppl.but if sumone can work yet will NOT WORK then he's left to the consequence of his actions..

just think about it,ur body have to perform some type of function to be able to eat.and any type of function is WORK..the price for not doing any work to live is death..aih,so cruel! :p








so,get out there and work!or find a way to survive without eating.. :)

trust

my future

IF YOU FAIL TO PLAN..

..YOU ARE PLAN TO FAIL

i'm sure all of us have our own future plan..for me,i've planed it nicely.but of coz i will keep it to myself.coz not every single things you wanted to share rite..since i am single (belum berkahwin), getting married is 1 of my BIG plan..insteed of study and go to saudi

but seriously,i'm tired when ppl keep asking me the same question
----> when you will get married..

and i was like.. (^_^) ESOK BOLEH!

aih..i know la u ppl sgt2 prihatin..but dun la ask me the same question.lain kali cuba tnya..enough money or not OR do you need some money??ha..x nak plak tanya! :p

btw,thanx for those yg prihatin..thanx a lot ats keprihatinan anda.but roughly,this is my planed.i just pray everything will run smoothly..

STUDY ---> ARAB SAUDI ---> MARRIED

p/s:i want a marriage..not only a wedding :)

my job..my life

wake up early..go to work..work,work,work..went back..sleep..

wake up,go to work again..work,work,work..eat.....sleep

again and again and again..just the same routine

not even have a single time for myself..
no time for shopping,no time for lepaking..
but i still have time to blogging.. :)

but i still love my job..and i mean it.coz this is my life