waiting for nothing..

i'm waiting for nothing..but my friend told me that expect nothing thn you'll be surprised of sumthing.but i'm still waiting..i dnt know what am i supposed to do now.ouh GOD!!!i feel like wanna cry..i am stupid!dug my own grave and jump inside..shit!i said something without thinking and hurting my loved one..i know he still love me.huh.. (sedap kn ati sendiri).but i still wanna cry.. ;'( syg..i'm so sorry.i know i've done something that hurt you so much.but deep inside my heart.i still love you..and i mean it



p/s:feel like want to vomit blood..okeh,silakan.like i care :p